Since I last wrote, I've had an Echo, MRI and EEG

I saw the neurologist today to get the results from the MRI and EEG.

My brain looks fine. No tumors, bleeding, structural anomalies, etc. The EEG is abnormal. Apparently my brain shuts down (brainwaves stop) and then starts back up again. He said this happened several times during the EEG. So, I'll be wearing an ambulatory EEG for three days the first week of December. He doesn't need me to TRY to faint (thankfully), since he already sees abnormal activity. He just wants me to push a button and write down what's going on when I feel weird (or faint) to see if the body weirdness corresponds with the brainwave weirdness.

He said that this finding could be the difference between one type of dysautonomia and another. It could also mean that I have a form of epilepsy due to- or in addition to dysautonomia. It seems very confusing to me. I’ll have to bring BJ with me when I see him in December for the results of the ambulatory EEG.

I tried to find something about this on the Internet, but all I found was a guy that was able to stop his brain waves when he reached a very Zen place. Maybe I was feeling super Zen that day.

I see the cardiologist in November to get the results of the Echo. The only thing the technician said was that my heart rate was averaging 95 and asked me if that was normal. My normal resting heart rate is in the low 60's- so I can only assume that my heart was giving away the secret that I noticed I had a very cute and young technician and I was worried that he might see my boobies. Actually, I'm pretty sure it was because I had to lay on the arm that is still recovering from shingles. I'd be willing to bet that pain raises the heart rate.

Frankly, I'm ready to quit thinking about ALL OF this. True, I don't want to bonk my head anymore but I wish the process to get to the treatment phase was quicker and involved less doctor appointments. It will be nice to get to the bottom of all of my health issues, but I am one of those people who likes to put negative stuff away in a little box and not think about it. It's not like I'm declining in health or anything (well, except for the shingles- but I'm going to attribute that to Disneyland.) In fact, my fankle is great now, so I'm feeling more healthy with all the walking.

This is really harshing my buzz.