Holy cow, I had a crush on that young boy. I just might have to scan his picture so you can see what all the fuss was about.

March 26 1975
Today was a GREAT DAY. I was at the store with Mom and LaMar was there. He said, "Howdy". I don't know whether it was at me or Mom, but I'm hoping it was me.

I wonder what LaMar thinks of me. I hope he doesn't think I'm weird or ugly. I really like him. I have for 3 1/2 years. WOW.

March 27 1975
I am still on cloud nine about LaMar saying "Howdy". He is really neat. Elva told me he saved her life and this little boy once. He WOULD do something neat like that. It's his style.

May 25 1976
I have been depressed about LaMar since Saturday. Denise made it worse by telling me that his mother probably told him to take me out and he just doesn't want to.

May 31, 1976
LaMar wasn't at the church picnic. I so wish he was. I think today could have been the DAY! I know I could have broken the ice today. He had to work though.

I have been super mellow today. All I have done is listen to love songs and think about LaMar.

June 17, 1976
I really need to get a tan. I think LaMar likes girls with tans. I just want to go out with him ONCE and I'd be happy. I might as well be invisible.

July 29th 1976
It sounds silly, but my every thought centers around LaMar. People say he's very self centered, but I say if that's what he digs on, then it's fine with me. He has that right! He's the only one in the world who I believe deserves to be conceited. What a hunk of a man.

He has beautiful sincere brown eyes with dark long lashes. Black hair GREAT body. He is a TOTAL BABE. Oh, how I wish he would ask me out. If he did, I would be in heaven.

::Older and wiser RisibleGirl::

Good grief, if he EVER knew all of this stuff I was writing about him, he'd have a restraining order against me.

I'm happy to announce that I'm FINALLY over LaMar. I've been over LaMar since 1977, so you can call off the men in the white coats now.