Whoooeeeee, what a ride. I think yesterday was exactly what I needed to get out the pent up emotions. After writing my post last night I had the best cry I've had in a long time. I don't remember crying like that for YEARS. I'm sooooooooooooooooo good at holding it in, and I think that's become a detriment to me. All the fear and worry I felt when The Hubs was in ICU? I held it in. All the frustration over stuff from the head injury? I held it in. It's almost like when you feel you need to sneeze, but it never happens. Where's the relief?

Sadly, my eyes and nose took a beating from the whole outburst- but my head is back in the game. It's amazing what a good cry can do for you, huh? I need to keep that in mind.

Thanks you guys, for all the sweet email and comments. I don't know what's going to happen, but I need to live in the here and now. Right now I have a job that I love, and so I will honor that by doing my best work and not get sidetracked with the scuttlebutt.

I have so many things to be grateful for, and that's what I choose to focus on today (well, besides my job- tee hee).

FCW suggested that I might be able to use this plight to finally convince The Hubs to get me a monkey. I think I might try it.