I found the 'diary' I kept while dating the guy I mentioned in this entry. I remember that relationship lasting for a long time, but it was just under two months total.

Here are a few steamy boring excerpts:

Terry has had a growing interest in me. Everyone knew it was bound to happen. I don't think dating him would be a good idea because most of my friends think he's weird. Personally, I don't though.

So far, it's casual but really starting to move along.

One month later:

Gosh I really don't know where to begin. Terry had been coming over quite often three weeks ago and I guess that's when it started. We first held hands at the dance two weeks ago and kissed for the first time a week ago. After that, we've kissed whenever we've said goodbye. Friday night was different though. We kissed twice in the school parking lot, once when we got home, twice when he left and when we were waiting for the movie to start kissed some more. We kissed 13 times!!!!! Then we got into a silent fight. I didn't know why he was mad, and he still won't tell me.

::older and wiser RisibleGirl::
I now have a clue as to why he was mad after all that kissin'. Any guesses?

Back to 16 year old RisibleGirl:

On Saturday we were supposed to go to the dance, but I got in trouble and we couldn't go. He came over anyway. It was great until my mom showed up. He had his arm around me and then we had to move when she saw us.

Today after church he talked about us getting married, but I'd have to wait until I was 21 because he has to go on a mission first. That's a long time from now.

Next day:

Today we kissed a SUPER LONG one- about two minutes worth. In my house, yet! Terry told me that he'd been thinking about me all day and told me that he loved me.

One week later:

Today Terry broke up with me. He says he just lost the feeling. Personally, I don't think he ever had it. I'm not really sad though, because we are still friends and I think it will flare up again.

I think we would have been better off seeing less of each other from the beginning.

/end of epic love story.